Life certainly has changed since my last post. I had included things about coronavirus in my last two posts as it was happening and now it’s certainly happened and happening. My school is now completing e-learning for the remainder of the year, while all other Indiana schools are doing the same. My poor cousin’s daughter, who is a senior this year, will not get to go to her senior prom or have her graduation ceremony. If I were a senior, I would be devastated. I would be as the parent of a senior too. We are all practicing social distancing and life as we knew it, has changed a great deal. Even getting groceries has changed and it’s not odd to see people out with masks and other forms of protective gear on.
My heart breaks for my students who saw our school as a safe haven. It breaks for their need for education and how this will negatively affect them. I pray for them and their families. My heart breaks for all of the seniors who didn’t deserve their last year of school to be like this. My heart breaks for so many workers who will not have an adequate paycheck and the small businesses that will be crushed by this turn of events. My heart breaks for the healthcare workers who are ill equipped to no fault of their own. Mostly, my heart breaks for those who have gotten the virus and the families who have loved ones who have passed. Loved ones they won’t get to say a proper goodbye to. This is a very sad time indeed.
While I recognize the sadness and will continue to lift people and this overall situation up in prayer, I will also look at the blessings. I’m on week 3 of being “quarantined” and it’s definitely been a journey. The first week was tough. I cried a lot and became obsessed with the news. I ended up turning to God for guidance, which led me on a journey of rekindling my relationship with Him. I say rekindling, because I hadn’t been doing my part. I wasn’t praying as often as I should or reading my Bible very often at all. Sure, I was going to church, but does that count if that’s all you do? Turning to God was the best decision I could have made. My mood became lighter, joyful even! I made a schedule for myself and promised to be productive in this time. In the past two weeks, I’ve repainted one of the bedrooms in our home, fixed the molding on our fireplace, ordered patio furniture for our back deck, and deep-cleaned our house. I mean deeeeeep cleaned, y’all. I even wiped down the baseboards. I started an online Bible study, ran/walked 5.45 miles almost daily, got my 5K down by almost 3 minutes, tried new make-up techniques, started practicing true gratitude, and of course, read.
The blessing is this: I’ve gotten more closer to God and I’ve reconnected with myself both mentally and physically. This has been the much needed “break” I was too prideful to take. I am so grateful for this time to slow down, even if it is for uncertain circumstances. My dogs have loved it too. My hope is for you, dear reader, to find your blessings in this madness too. I promise there are many.
With the current state of the world, there is definitely time now, to read. Hopefully these reviews will help you find your next book!
In Five Years by Rebecca Serle was a really fast read. The premise is that the main character gets a glimpse of what her life looks like 5 years in the future, which is not anything like what she had in mind. She starts off engaged and we see through her glimpse that in five years, she is waking up next to another person entirely. Sounds like a cute love story, right? Wrong. While it did end up a love story of sorts, changing the book so drastically turned it into something else entirely. Unfortunately, this left the main character and another key player very unlikeable. The writing was well done and like I previously mentioned, the pacing was incredible, but it left a sour taste in my mouth. When it comes to a good book, it’s going to need more than fast pacing to make it so. 3/5
My next read was Writers and Lovers by Lily King. I struggled with this one too. I’m not sure just why it didn’t click with me. The writing was good and the premise seemed like something I’d be into: a woman writer struggling with men and her own creative freedom. I’ve been that woman. I think though, the reason this didn’t resonate with me, is because I’m not that woman anymore. The plot was slow for me and while it was about something, it seemed like it was also about nothing at all. I kept questioning myself while I read, “do I keep going?” I did finish it, but begrudgingly. Maybe if I had read this book 5-10 years ago, I would have been all about it. Unfortunately, that was not the case 2/5.
I read Dark Matter, because I loved Blake Crouch’s book Recursion. Crouch writes gripping science fiction thrillers and this one did not disappoint! The book itself is hard to explain, but basically it was about multiple dimensions. What if you woke up somewhere in the middle of nowhere and the life you thought was yours, was not at all? What would you do to get it back? Or would you try to at all? The ultimate question in this book was: Are you happy in your life? This novel was fully entertaining and kept me flipping page after page. I loved how it took the idea of success versus family. Why can’t we have both? Can we? There were so many talking points in this book, I wished I would have read it in a book club! I really enjoyed this book, but it wasn’t as good as Recursion by the same author. I highly recommend both! Dark Matter is a solid 4/5!
I have to say, my mind is still reeling over Darling Rose Gold by Stephanie Wrobel. Wrobel sets off the book with a bang and you can’t stop reading, but then she sort of slows things down to do a character study, while also showing some backstory. I wish her character study would have gone a little deeper. There was so much in the title character. I wanted to know more about her layers. Her mother was a whole different animal… sort of. I didn’t really feel like I got to see her layers at all, though. This book was marketed as a thriller, which it was, but it was kind of a slow burn to get there. The last 50-60 pages really picked up steam, but the last two pages was a bit of an over explanation. I liked this book, but I couldn’t give it a 5 star rating. 4/5 for me.
The last book I have for you is my first self-help/religious/theology book of the year, but I couldn’t recommend it more! The Ruthless Elimination of Hurry is for anyone, yes ANYONE, who feels like they’re always in a hurry or rushing through their life. Or maybe for that person who is sick of the fast paced culture we have built for ourselves. While this is a Christian book, it is more about how to slow down and why that’s important. If any non Christian were to read it, I don’t think they would be upset with the religious pieces in it. There might be a chapter or two they would skim, but overall, the writer focuses on hurry. This book was/is a fast read (note that I still have about 50 pages left of it). I am not hurrying through it though! While I have read through it rather quickly, I’m revisiting certain chapters weekly since this book is part of a study I am in. I don’t think I would have picked this book up on my own, but I’m so glad I found it! This excellent book by John Ortberg gets 5/5!
My next post will include reviews on Godshot, Sharks in the Time of Saviors, and Valentine, and hopefully more! But that’s what’s on deck for me! Happy reading and go find your sunshine, I promise it’s there 🙂
Quick update on my first book giveaway: I will announce the winner and reach out on May 1st!